The art of finding the high road in the dark
First off, I would like to say that this whole "blogging" thing really
is not my style. I think that I am more of the physical kind of person. That and I feel like it is just one more craze out there...well, if Mary and Joe are doing it, then you better get in line and jump on it! Got to keep up if you want to stay with the cool kids... ppphhhhssss! Yeah, I can honestly say I have never been one of the cool kids! Besides, what do I really have to say that anyone would care to hear? This is the inner mind workings of a crazy, middle-aged woman who, by the way, feels very strongly that with every passing day what once passed as a semi-functional brain has been down graded to a "holy crap I think I remember how to breathe, but let's not get too carried away because the day is still young" brain! Although, the road to self-improvement, fighting the good old grow- your-soul fight, the decades spent slushing around in the muck of my own humanistic flaws, and last but not least, searching out the darkest possible corners of my own shadow self, could prove to be quite humorous and entertaining to those of the dark and twisty way! Which brings me to one of the about 60,000 passing thoughts in my single, functional brain cell, in the two whole peaceful, quiet, waking, grown up moments in the week that I might actually sneak in.... Where is that moment, you know the one, that one single moment when you hit that sweet spot, meditative, veil opening, hey this is a direct line to my own inner soul/ universe/ higher being? Why does it seem like, in all the times of trying to keep up with the cool kids, I can not seem to find my own inner ya? Hmmmm, I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking.... Maybe for now, until the Universe stops speaking in German or I find a translator (and he better be cute! Just putting it out there!), the best that I can do is just do my best. I'll keep reaching for the sweet spot and plague the internet with my all too crazy, dark and twisted inner brain cell's ranting (better out than in, right?)! For now, Falowla (and yes, it's supposed to be spelled with the "low" already in it!)
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Have you ever had one of those days where no matter what you do, the high road seems out of reach??
Let's be honest here, on a day to day basis we're all walking a very thin line. Dancing on the tightrope as we strive to 'take the high road' and not lose our footing down in the muck when life throws an obstacle in our way! So what do you do when the universe is taunting you with all the things that get under your skin and leaves you wondering what exactly the point of it all is? To make matters even worse someone just hit the lights!! Now what?!? You're stranded in the dark with no idea where that pesky high road has wandered off to and oh by the way, watch out for all the little mines that have littered your path, threatening to blow you back into the muck! -Rabbit |
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